Wednesday, 16 July 2008
♥ help[less]
giving a false appearance of the situation doesnt really help.. yet when you are facing the facts, this appearance does save you from breaking down in public.. for that, the bubbly character and the cosmetic smile put on the face do not mean anything..
first of all, i am not good with words.. i dont speak and interpret them the usual way people do.. there are times when i can be insensitive when i talk, and others when i can be easily misunderstood.. but i hope you understand that the intentions of such conversations meant good.. at least i think they might be helpful in some ways..
lending a helping hand is an act from benevolence.. however, when things turned ugly, suspicious arises to the word 'benevolence'.. it is questionable to whether helping turns out to be hurting instead.. it might even grow towards to the act from malevolence..
indeed, it is painful to see.. yet, when the assignment of 'helping' is done, reported and graded, there is nothing more that can be done to undo.. it is like opening your result slip to see that awful grade and the only reaction is to tear..
but, things might not be what you have seen.. under the circumstance, one hardly has optimistic thoughts.. that explains the moment of breakdown, the sharp decline in emotional health.. the detest part is to overcome the collapse and not dwell on it.. thereafter, the gentle wind would push you back to the shore, away from the stormy sea..
two words, 'cheer up'! though i might not be strong enough to lift you from your spell of dismally low spirits.. though i have done meaningless deed to reduce my sin that i thought might help.. i hope you would not plunge into absolute darkness, to a greater depth of depression..
first of all, i am not good with words.. i dont speak and interpret them the usual way people do.. there are times when i can be insensitive when i talk, and others when i can be easily misunderstood.. but i hope you understand that the intentions of such conversations meant good.. at least i think they might be helpful in some ways..
lending a helping hand is an act from benevolence.. however, when things turned ugly, suspicious arises to the word 'benevolence'.. it is questionable to whether helping turns out to be hurting instead.. it might even grow towards to the act from malevolence..
indeed, it is painful to see.. yet, when the assignment of 'helping' is done, reported and graded, there is nothing more that can be done to undo.. it is like opening your result slip to see that awful grade and the only reaction is to tear..
but, things might not be what you have seen.. under the circumstance, one hardly has optimistic thoughts.. that explains the moment of breakdown, the sharp decline in emotional health.. the detest part is to overcome the collapse and not dwell on it.. thereafter, the gentle wind would push you back to the shore, away from the stormy sea..
two words, 'cheer up'! though i might not be strong enough to lift you from your spell of dismally low spirits.. though i have done meaningless deed to reduce my sin that i thought might help.. i hope you would not plunge into absolute darkness, to a greater depth of depression..
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