Wednesday, 30 July 2008
♥ bidding
when things go bad, blame on micobes and decomposition.. =/
dont get me wrong, i am not starting an entry about microbiology.. but things have been going bad for me.. especially in bidding for modules..
bidding, something that i dont like, yet i have to force myself into it twice a year.. and this year, something went wrong again!!!
and when something goes wrong, i will usually become teary.. i would show, but only to people i am close with.. yet if you know me, you can tell i am not as energetic as i were.. when something goes wrong, i dont think it just happened to go in that direction.. it is actually led to where it is and, in other words, there is a causation.. but the question, do i deserve it?
facing the insecure moment, i would dwell on it.. like most double X chromosomes, i talk about the problem.. it is not as if talking helps but.. i just do it.. maybe it is a way to get other's understanding and sympathy.. yet most of the time, they dont get it..
and now, i didnt get LSM1201 General Physiology.. in addition, my appeal was not approved.. my last resort is to bid in round 2C.. if i still are so unlucky, i would take it as a sign.. i'll take LSM2201 Experimental Biochemistry instead.. as such.. i would pray harder for it to be still available in round 3..
so when things go bad, try and make things right again..
dont get me wrong, i am not starting an entry about microbiology.. but things have been going bad for me.. especially in bidding for modules..
bidding, something that i dont like, yet i have to force myself into it twice a year.. and this year, something went wrong again!!!
and when something goes wrong, i will usually become teary.. i would show, but only to people i am close with.. yet if you know me, you can tell i am not as energetic as i were.. when something goes wrong, i dont think it just happened to go in that direction.. it is actually led to where it is and, in other words, there is a causation.. but the question, do i deserve it?
facing the insecure moment, i would dwell on it.. like most double X chromosomes, i talk about the problem.. it is not as if talking helps but.. i just do it.. maybe it is a way to get other's understanding and sympathy.. yet most of the time, they dont get it..
and now, i didnt get LSM1201 General Physiology.. in addition, my appeal was not approved.. my last resort is to bid in round 2C.. if i still are so unlucky, i would take it as a sign.. i'll take LSM2201 Experimental Biochemistry instead.. as such.. i would pray harder for it to be still available in round 3..
so when things go bad, try and make things right again..
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