Tuesday, 27 May 2008
♥ birthday
from what i see..
though it wasnt a good start, but i know fel enjoyed her celebration specially planned by her sons.. it was good.. at least someone plans for her..
birthdays are what i used to look forward.. now i still do.. but my built expectation had collapsed.. i had spent birthday in my bed cause it is just another ordinary day to everyone else.. it's miserable to spend such a day sobbing after realising everyone else are not celebrating with you at all.. sad but it did happen.. then was my worst birthday..
that incident made me feel how the the little princessly me had be over thrown by the reality.. birthdays are not any big deal.. but i think at least my birthday is still important to me..
"nothing special, but it's important" from accuracy of death..
though it wasnt a good start, but i know fel enjoyed her celebration specially planned by her sons.. it was good.. at least someone plans for her..
birthdays are what i used to look forward.. now i still do.. but my built expectation had collapsed.. i had spent birthday in my bed cause it is just another ordinary day to everyone else.. it's miserable to spend such a day sobbing after realising everyone else are not celebrating with you at all.. sad but it did happen.. then was my worst birthday..
that incident made me feel how the the little princessly me had be over thrown by the reality.. birthdays are not any big deal.. but i think at least my birthday is still important to me..
"nothing special, but it's important" from accuracy of death..
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